ok so heres the thing...i want to date matt...lol...but being im moving i sent him a realli loong letter saying that i dont realli want to be in a commited thing b4 i move cuz i would be so torn apart when i do move and he prolly would be too..and last night we were together and he tried to kiss me and got the side of my mouth!! grrr.. idk what to do..i want to be with him sooo bad. but i dont wanna start anything....and i dont wanna have him as a FWB that would just hurt worse...so i think i just may not even hang out with him anymore...it kinda kills me..ya know? and then sunday my mom and dad and my brother are all going up to orlando to find a house...so idn whats going on...idn when i am moving...idn what to do...
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